Sunday, July 12, 2015

Surreal Fellings

It is Sunday July 12, 2015, a beautiful day outside.

This past week has been interesting. It fells surreal. 
There are times I feel fine and don't think/remember  I have cancer again. Then I will go to do something and oh yes I am reminded I have cancer again by the pain.I am trying to do my new normal, which is   slower and less. Boy that’s a stretch for me.
I want to just keep doing all the time. So I do and keep going until I am too tired. Then I take a nap when needed and I am learning to let others do for me.

I am on 2 medicines from my oncologist Dr. Stephanie Brook Hodson. (Names again spirit must think it's funny).
A new one Ibrance just out in January 2015 and Letrozole together they are supposed to slow down the growth of the cancer. I am also taking many holistic teas, herbs and oils.
At this point I am trying everything. Baking soda, asparagus, all that Spirit is sending my way.
I did have a sad day last Friday July 3rd. I just felt sad. The next day it was gone. We stayed home on the 4th of July and Johnny made a homemade pizza it was delicious.

On Monday I had my guided channeled meditation group.  
We have been together for 5 years. I am so blessed to have them in my life.

I am still doing my work. 
I am a clear channel. I do channeled readings for individuals and also have done group channeled readings.
I love that I get to be a part of spirits gift to so many.

I have been having some pain in my ribs, back and right leg.   I am trying to only take my pain medicine at night. I want to function as much as possible.

So I am now taking one day at a time. I have an appointment on Tuesday the 14th with my oncologist office. I am seeing her assistant. First I will have my blood work done than wait an hour for the report. The medicine I am on can affect the white and red blood cells. So I will go see how WELL I AM doing. Yes I to believe I am doing well.  

Remember to tell someone you love them.